baby I'm born to lose

does anybody know if there is a way to get your blog off of “suggested blogs” because...

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 19:20:13 -0500

does anybody know if there is a way to get your blog off of “suggested blogs” because somebody just followed me and I did not give them my personal so uh….

stonegossardsgrammy replied to your photo: stuff I have blacklisted lmao groupie/groupies...

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 19:18:51 -0500

stonegossardsgrammy replied to your photo: stuff I have blacklisted lmao groupie/groupies is…

holy shit i do the groupies thing too I GET SO FUCKING DOWN WHEN I SEE THOSE PHOTOS MAN

thank god I thought I was super lame for that ngl I used to cry sometimes when I would see really bad ones

and I really hate Stephanie Seymour she’s a stupid fucking bitch who fucked Axl up so badly poor baby

and I don’t mind Erin I am just SENSITIVE

“WHY DO PEOPLE GET SO DEFENSIVE OVER THE 60S” um why do people just insult an entire...

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 19:17:55 -0500

“WHY DO PEOPLE GET SO DEFENSIVE OVER THE 60S”

um why do people just insult an entire decade when you know a lot of people like it??? hmmm…

stuff I have blacklisted lmao groupie/groupies is only...

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 19:16:01 -0500

stuff I have blacklisted lmao

groupie/groupies is only blacklisted because I am really overly sensitive about axl rose WOW but I hate going to the axl rose tag and seeing the same like three photos of him with naked groupies they make me upset so I blacklisted it in hope the person tagged it groupies

then I have someone I used to be friends with (andrea) blacklisted because she makes me sad because she hates me

and then I hate mike

mike is such a stupid twat I fucking hate him so much my god

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 19:07:00 -0500

mike is such a stupid twat I fucking hate him so much my god

I honestly hate the compliment “you look better without makeup” because I wear makeup...

Sat, 26 Nov 2011 11:10:33 -0500

I honestly hate the compliment “you look better without makeup”

because I wear makeup every single day so that’s saying like idk that’s saying I look worse usually???

that’s the same as saying to someone who never wears makeup “you look better with makeup no offense” or something idk

I’d post this on my normal blog but somebody just said “you look betteR” to my photo without eyeliner I mean I know he means it as a compliment but it makes me feel shitty lmao

actually what I hate the most is that the only thing you really mention about our old old old...

Fri, 25 Nov 2011 00:50:00 -0500

actually what I hate the most is that the only thing you really mention about our old old old relationship is when we lost our virginities

is that all I did

is that really all I did

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate what you like I hate what you do I like how you talk but I...

Fri, 25 Nov 2011 00:47:00 -0500

I hate you I hate you I hate you

I hate what you like I hate what you do

I like how you talk but I hate what you talk about

I hate what you look like

I like your hugs though

I hate you I hate you but I don’t hate you at all

but I hate you just the same

I hate the details I hate the big picture but sometimes I like you

only sometimes

but usually I want to vomit at everything you say

I hate that you changed but didn’t mature

I hate that you don’t like what you used to like as much

I hate that we don’t have things in common anymore

I hate that you’re rich

I hate that you’re at boarding school

I hate that you exist

I hate what we did

but still I don’t hate you at all

you suck this girl doesn’t even like you shut up nevershoutnever is gay shut up why are you so...

Thu, 24 Nov 2011 01:53:41 -0500

you suck

this girl doesn’t even like you shut up

nevershoutnever is gay shut up

why are you so annoying

your hair looks stupid

I don’t like you

a poem by me

ugh man my friend nikki is telling me about how she was cuddling with this guy last night and...

Sun, 20 Nov 2011 20:56:09 -0500

ugh man my friend nikki is telling me about how she was cuddling with this guy last night and I’m SO happy for her because I know she’s telling me because many months ago she was talking about this guy and how much she liked him and such but I’m so jealous because she just got out of a relationship with a really good looking/cool guy and now she’s cuddling with another good looking/cool guy why can’t I cuddle with a guy or even have someone be interested in me ugh

god I should shut up I’m really happy for her I really am and I’m glad she told me because I haven’t talked to her in a while and I miss her and it would be great to be close with her again

she lives in woodstock though but I get to see her when I go upstate with liz

last time I was there I met her boyfriend at the time and I really liked him I thought he was cool so I’m kind of sad they broke up but I’m happy for her I’m happy for her I really really am I just am jealous

god I just saw mike in my mutual friends with someone and his face just made me ANNOYED

Sun, 20 Nov 2011 20:35:10 -0500

god I just saw mike in my mutual friends with someone and his face just made me ANNOYED

ugh ugh ugh he kissed her and he told me it was so romantic and I’m trying so hard to be happy...

Sun, 20 Nov 2011 16:38:11 -0500

ugh ugh ugh he kissed her and he told me it was so romantic and I’m trying so hard to be happy for him but it’s just tough

I mean I don’t even like want to date him or anything I just want someone to love me

I’m just jealous that he’s kissed someone recently and I haven’t kissed anyone in nearly a year fuck me I suck

man it’s a bad feeling to know something is really… over. it’s a feeling...

Sun, 20 Nov 2011 16:03:03 -0500

man it’s a bad feeling to know something is really… over. it’s a feeling I’ve only felt a few other times but it’s really, really over. I’ll miss it, but probably more what we did than who we were.

holy shit

Sat, 19 Nov 2011 12:47:20 -0500

holy shit

lmao wow wow wow he didn’t make even the slightest big deal when he saw me not a status or...

Sat, 19 Nov 2011 11:53:23 -0500

lmao wow wow wow

he didn’t make even the slightest big deal when he saw me

not a status or anything

actually, not anything at all

what’s so great about her huh

I changed my mind again

you suck, you really do, and I’m better than you

look I’ll even make a pun on our (or at least mine, now) favorite band because man do I love myself better than you

GOD I HATE THIS GIRL just everything she does and she thinks memes are funny but anyways just god...

Fri, 18 Nov 2011 19:05:48 -0500

GOD I HATE THIS GIRL just everything she does and she thinks memes are funny

but anyways just god I’d post on my normal blog but she follows me for some reason lmao this girl oh my god it’s just this girl my ex likes now why do I hate her so much I mean yeah I’m jealous mostly because I want to kiss someone so bad and now not even he will kiss me and FUCK man

he like says he LOVES her you don’t love her you just met her like a month and a half ago

why don’t boys like me

I sort of like a boy but he’s 5’3 :(

oh god I feel bad someone just messaged me asking me to check out their blog and their blog is lame...

Mon, 14 Nov 2011 22:37:47 -0500

oh god I feel bad someone just messaged me asking me to check out their blog and their blog is lame and idk nobody has ever actually ASKED me to check out their blog and I actually hate when people do that so I guess I’ll just ignore the message oh man I feel mean

nice things a boy said to me before I unintentionally messed with his head I don’t remember it...

Sun, 13 Nov 2011 00:06:36 -0500

nice things a boy said to me before I unintentionally messed with his head

I don’t remember it all perfectly because it was summer but stuff like

“you have your own thing.. I like that” god that’s not even that nice and like shit like “I don’t get why people don’t like you”

omg I can’t even THINK of the nice stuff he said he used to say really nice stuff but like not too nice

I think the nicest stuff was just purely that he asked me to hang out so much because his stupid group of cool stoner kids only want to be seen with the hottest babes not the weird chick (lmao the weird chick WHO LIKES ALL THE SAME MUSIC AS THEM and actually has things in common with them you mean???)

idk

whatever

this post was supposed to go somewhere but I forgot everything he said to me, maybe I’ll look in my notebook from summer

I know I’d never have the balls to kill myself but I always hurt myself just a bit just...

Sun, 13 Nov 2011 00:00:21 -0500

I know I’d never have the balls to kill myself but I always hurt myself just a bit just because

I was sitting in my car all alone today and I was thinking out the beginning of a future suicide note that I know I’m going to write when I’m older because I don’t want to live to be old. That’s not just me being immature, that’s just the honest truth

it’ll start something like, “I’m not killing myself because I’m sad, I just don’t want to live until I can’t take care of myself. I’ve thought about this since I was 13, I’m not going to live to have to have people treat me like a baby again. That’s only supposed to happen once in somebody’s life.”

ok cool man

I’m trying some hallucinogens soon I hope

w/e I just unfollowed them anyways and a bunch of other people I hope they don’t actually...

Sat, 05 Nov 2011 15:53:42 -0400

w/e I just unfollowed them anyways and a bunch of other people I hope they don’t actually write in my ask and say “WHY’D YOU UNFOLLOW ME” why do people do that I hate that if they do I’m not going to answer